They were taken from their families as children. Can that trauma be healed?

For centuries, Indigenous children were removed from their families and placed in missions and boarding schools. For former students like those in these portraits, the reckoning has just begun.

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WANDA GARNIER, LAKOTA  |  Sent to Holy Rosary Mission, South Dakota, 1958-1963 
“They took the homelife away from us,” says Garnier, who misses her family’s former closeness. “Before Holy Rosary, I just loved that connection we had. We were everything … But after Holy Rosary, that all went away. Families got separated, where to this day a lot of people don’t even know who they’re related to, you know? So our culture was totally, totally messed up in boarding school.”
BySuzette Brewer
Photographs byDaniella Zalcman
April 11, 2023

Patricia Whitefoot doesn’t remember everything from her time at the Yakima Indian Christian Mission, a boarding school on the Yakama Indian Reservation in Washington State.

“I do remember the runaways,” says Whitefoot, who says she was five or six at the time. “I would witness the older girls running away, and we all had to keep a secret as the girls prepared to run away from the mission. And we did.”

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The National Geographic Society, committed to illuminating and protecting the wonder of our world, has funded Explorer Daniella Zalcman’s photography about the human experience since 2018. For this project, her double-exposure portraits overlay images of boarding school survivors with sites and memories connected to their childhood experiences of trauma and cultural loss at the schools.

Whitefoot, now 73, also remembers missionaries showing up at her grandparents’ house on the reservation. Soon afterward she found herself in a dormitory with other Native girls. For the next few years, her life consisted of rules, farmwork, and little affection from the adults in charge.

What she can’t forget is the cloud of otherness, fear, and control that permeated her childhood.

“I was raised by my maternal grandparents, who were very loving and nurturing and compassionate,” says Whitefoot, a citizen of the Yakama Nation with ancestry from Taidnapam, Klickitat, Skiin, Spokane, and Diné (Navajo). “But I began to realize that there was something amiss.”

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EUGENE HERROD, MUSCOGEE  |  Carter Seminary, Oklahoma, 1956-1968
“Corporal punishment was rampant,” says Herrod, who was only six when he was sent to boarding school. It wasn’t uncommon for children to be told to drop their pants and underwear to get hit “wham [with] big boards.” But for him, physical pain was nothing compared to the loneliness. “It was the emotional isolation that I remember being the hardest,” says Herrod. ”The familial dysfunction that was occurring in our communities and in our families was a result of this government totally obliterating a really well-conceived and well-built tribal society that had lasted and endured for centuries.”

Her grandmother had “outbursts,” which jolted Whitefoot and her sisters. They did not understand where her anger was coming from.

“Then my grandmother began to talk to me about it,” says Whitefoot.

She slowly realized that her grandmother was struggling with severe trauma from her time at the Fort Simcoe Indian Boarding School in White Swan, Washington. Like similar schools across the United States and Canada, Fort Simcoe had a mission: Educate and Christianize Native children to assimilate them fully into the dominant culture’s way of life.

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But as evidence gathered over the past few decades reveals, hundreds of thousands of American Indian, Alaska Native, Canadian First Nations, and Native Hawaiian children were forced to attend these schools that typically had little to do with education or Christianity. For many Native peoples, the schools were ongoing nightmares of reprogramming, abuse, child labor, and torture that continue to haunt Native families and communities to this day.

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VIOLA GALA, HUALAPAI  |  Theodore Roosevelt Indian Boarding School, Arizona, 1964-68
Phoenix Indian School, Arizona, 1968-1970; Stewart Indian School, Nevada, 1972-73
Gala made good grades but was beaten when she spoke Hualapai. When her mother was hospitalized, “I didn’t even know if she was going to die,” says Gala, whose tribal homeland lies along the Grand Canyon’s western rim, far from the boarding schools she attended in Fort Apache, urban Phoenix, and northern Nevada. “My brothers were thinking the same thing too. They didn’t tell us anything. My brothers came, and they asked if I wanted to go see my mom. So we left at 7 p.m. that night to try to see her. Not even an hour later we heard policemen arrive to take us back.”
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GEORGE JOHNSON, YUP’IK  |  Wrangell Institute, Alaska, 1963-64; Chemawa Indian Training School, Oregon, 1967-1971
The worst part of boarding school life was listening to other kids crying from homesickness at night, says Johnson. But he felt the same about his life in Alaska. “I missed a lot of hunting. That’s what I missed. Going places like fishing, hunting with my brothers.” He also missed the freedom to pick blueberries and look for clams. Living so far from home for so long meant forgetting skills his family had taught him, he says. “You go out there and stay out so long in the lower 48, you come home and you say, ‘How do you do this?’ … You stay away from home so long, you don’t know how to cook.”

From the moment Columbus dropped anchor off the shores of the Bahamas in the late 15th century, Native children became prize pawns in the battle for the subjugation and domination of the Western Hemisphere. European missionaries, operating under papal bulls that outlined the Doctrine of Discovery, began distancing Native children from their parents by establishing mission schools in which the kids were little more than unpaid laborers.

In the mission system, “education” was code for Catholic conversion. Native children were de facto hostages who endured slavery, forced labor, debt peonage, violence, and sexual abuse. “Ecclesiastical slavery” is how a British merchant described it after visiting the California missions. These brutal human rights abuses, perpetrated by the Roman Catholic Church, went on for centuries.

The U.S. government continued the use of education as a tool for subjugating Indigenous peoples. The Indian Civilization Fund Act of 1819 funneled federal money to Protestant and Catholic churches to found boarding schools “for introducing among [the Indian tribes] the habits and arts of civilization.” In practice, that meant cultural eradication and forced religious conversion. This policy led to the eventual creation of government-run boarding schools, beginning in 1879 with the Carlisle Indian Industrial School, founded by Richard Pratt, an Army officer whose experiments in assimilation with Native prisoners became the blueprint for “Indian education.” His stated mission: “Kill the Indian in him, and save the man.”

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Native children as young as four were forcibly rounded up. Parents who resisted were imprisoned and denied food rations on the reservations as punishment. In 1886, Mescalero and Jicarilla Apache refused to hand over their children to U.S. Indian agent Fletcher Cowart. “The Indian police,” he reported, “had to chase and capture them like so many wild rabbits.”

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DAWN NEPTUNE ADAMS, PENOBSCOT  |  Sent to foster care, Maine, 1978-1992
Adopted by a non-Native family, Adams was kicked out at 17 for registering to live in a dorm when she went to college—which meant her adoptive mother would no longer be paid for her care. “She sent my older adopted sister to my high school with an overnight bag,” says Adams. “I was all of a sudden homeless with a month of high school to go.”
Parents who resisted surrendering their children were imprisoned and denied food rations on the reservations as punishment.

When children arrived at the schools, their long hair and braids were cut and their traditional clothes taken away. Forbidden from speaking their languages or practicing their spiritual beliefs, the children often lived in overcrowded dorms amid unsanitary conditions: Diseases such as tuberculosis and measles were rife, nutrition poor, and medical care inadequate.

They were routinely subjected to physical, psychological, and sexual abuse by the same people who had been charged with protecting them. Runaways from schools were chased down by professional trackers and brought back to face severe punishments, including rape by their bounty hunters, for attempting to escape. In 1930 Congress held hearings about accusations that staff at the Phoenix Indian School in Arizona flogged a student to death and whipped “some 80 little boys who ran out of bounds to see a merry-go-round,” among other brutalities.

“We weren’t human to the missionaries, and you could see it in the way they stared at you,” says Whitefoot. “That’s one of the things I do remember: that stare.”

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Some students died from disease or suicide. Others perished under mysterious circumstances—buried without death certificates and interred in unmarked graves, their families given little information about what had happened to their children. In Canada, 4,127 First Nations children are known to have died in residential school custody, though the Canadian government stopped recording deaths in 1920. The top official at the country’s Truth and Reconciliation Commission speculated the true figure “could be in the 15,000 to 25,000 range, and maybe even more.” Since 2021, more than 1,700 potential unmarked graves have been located in Canada.

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WILLIE STEVENS, SALISH  |  St. Ignatius Mission and School, Montana, 1964-1972
“I come from the generation ... that lost our language, our culture,” says Stevens. “My parents and grandparents didn’t want to teach us the language, because they knew it would just hurt us.” He remembers the nuns lining kids up with rulers. “If someone got in trouble, we all got to hit them,” he says. “There are so many people now who aren’t Catholic anymore.” Now the school, a three-story brick building on the Flathead Reservation, is gone. “It would have been a really nice building that we could have used ... but so many people were hurt by it that they wanted it torn down, so they tore it down.”
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CLARITA VARGAS, COLVILLE  |  St. Mary’s Mission School, Washington, 1968-1974
Vargas had 12 siblings; six were sent to St. Mary’s because of extreme poverty and her parents’ instability. At the school, she was put to work. “We had to type these cards to request donations from people worldwide to support the missionary,” she says. “I don’t know how many we typed. It felt like hundreds, but when you put all the kids together, it was thousands. After we got them all typed, we had to go to the cafeteria and stuff the envelopes.” She also peeled potatoes until her knuckles were raw. A teacher gave her a potato peeler for her birthday. “I just used it, and put it in the stack with all of the other 20 potato peelers.”

That same year, Secretary of the Interior Deb Haaland, a member of the Pueblo of Laguna, New Mexico, launched the Federal Indian Boarding School Initiative to “undertake an investigation of the loss of human life and the lasting consequences of the Federal Indian boarding school system.” More than 500 deaths have been identified, though the Department of the Interior has warned that these numbers could grow to tens of thousands as the investigation unfolds.

For all the sorrow and trauma, students often had nothing tangible to show for their so-called education. Many worked long hours as low-paid or even free labor for local families and businesses. Though more than 100,000 Native children are estimated to have attended these schools in the U.S., educational outcomes were abysmal. At Carlisle, for example, only a few hundred students of the many thousands who were enrolled during the school’s 39-year history received high school diplomas.

Meanwhile, Native schoolchildren were cut off from what their cultures could teach them. “We get tagged with the myth of the hunter-gatherer, but that was hardly the case,” says Kevin Gover, the undersecretary for museums and culture at the Smithsonian Institution and a citizen of the Pawnee Nation of Oklahoma. (His father and grandmother attended the Fort Sill Indian School near Lawton, Oklahoma.) “That was the narrative that [policymakers] told themselves to justify their actions—that we were not really human. But there were hundreds of very complex cultures, which had enormous achievements in architecture, mathematics, and science. And so much of that knowledge, of course, was intentionally destroyed or has since become lost.”

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FRANCIS ‘FRANNIE’ WHITE, COEUR D'ALENE  |  Mary Immaculate School at the Mission of the Sacred Heart of DeSmet, Idaho
White was raped by a priest. “I remember I cried, it hurt so bad,” she says. But it wasn’t until she was in her 40s that she realized, “there were other Native people ... with similar stories as mine.” When the school burned down, “I was one of the ones who celebrated.” She’d wanted to do it herself—and had even gone there with matches and gasoline—but she changed her mind. “These nuns weren’t worth me going to jail,” she says. “All we need to know is we must never let it happen again.”

When students returned home, they discovered that the indoctrination and abuse they’d experienced made them strangers. Reconnecting with family was hard: Often the children had lost fluency in their tribal tongue, while their parents did not speak English. Sometimes they were shunned by their communities for having forgotten their languages and ceremonies and for wearing Western clothing—for becoming “white.”

Nor were they adequately prepared for skilled jobs, having been mostly used as farmhands, laborers, or servants. When they escaped to the cities as adults, the former students were denied work, housing, and loans because of entrenched racism in a society that had falsely promised that education and assimilation were the ticket to success. Instead, many wound up homeless or in menial jobs, while many more went into the military as the only path to employment, fighting wars for a country that not only had failed in its trust and treaty obligations to tribes but also continued to engage in efforts to eradicate Native peoples, who were not granted American citizenship until 1924.

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For decades, however, the survivors suffered in silence. Few talked about the trauma they experienced at boarding school. They held on to the horror and shame, struggling to survive and often falling into alcoholism, violence, and dysfunction in a generational cycle that continued with every new student.

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VERONICA TILLER, JICARILLA APACHE   |  Jicarilla Apache Indian School, New Mexico, 1954-1961
“The school curriculum, the materials that we studied, were all directed towards the white Americans,” says Tiller. “You know, they’re the ones that did everything in this country, they’re next to God. They’re Christians, they’re civilized. They’re better than everybody else.” Veronica, her six siblings, and a few other family members started an informal Jicarilla revival program where they meet weekly to retranslate historical texts, after realizing that some of the existing translations were done by white scholars who did not understand the nuances of their language.
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JOHNNY ARLEE, SALISH  |  St. Ignatius Mission and School, Montana, 1946-1952; Chemawa Indian Training School, Oregon, 1953-57
"I was having a battle with myself ... there’s no difference in our spirituality; we both pray to the creator,” says Arlee. But the Catholic church “took away a lot of our pride. They hurt us.” Today Arlee works with Salish and Kootenai youth at an annual camp that teaches traditional hunting practices, grounds the children in Salish values and language, and also helps feed the larger community. “I try to … make sure that the young people have pride in who they are.” Arlee went through a lot of hardship—“skid row and hobo jungles and all the craziness”—but somehow he retained the language. “Somehow it was just a gift.”

The boarding school program ended in 1969 as part of the Johnson administration’s push to begin addressing the poverty, destruction, and plight of Native American communities. But other federal policies that arose from the boarding school era perpetuated the cycle of pain for tribal communities, says Deborah Parker, the CEO of the National Native American Boarding School Healing Coalition.

“Boarding schools were the first ‘Indian child welfare’ policy established by the federal government, and after they closed, the U.S. sought other ways to pursue and monetize Native children in the adoption and foster care industries,” says Parker, a member of the Tulalip Tribes of Washington State.

The American Indian Adoption Project, for example, was enacted in 1958 specifically to place Indigenous children with non-Native families, based on assumptions of white supremacy and middle-class values. Meanwhile, foster care systems began placing as many as 35 percent of all Indigenous children with almost entirely non-Natives. This practice became so widespread that Congress passed the Indian Child Welfare Act in 1978 to prevent the total destruction of Native communities by the states.

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ESTHER NUQAQ’AQ GREEN, YUP’IK   |  Nunapitsinghak Moravian Children’s Home, Alaska, circa 1948
”One day they came and took us … These people came and talked to my mother with an interpreter,” says Green. “It was a bombshell to my being.” She vowed to protect her brother, but she couldn’t. “First, they separated us from our mom, and then they separated us from each other. There was nothing I could do. It was years and years until I saw [him] again.”

In 2019, Parker began working with then congresswoman Deb Haaland to draft legislation creating a federal commission similar to Canada’s Truth and Reconciliation Commission. But the bill, and a parallel one in the U.S. Senate, has not yet been brought to a vote. Among the stumbling blocks is the issue of how to locate school and student records, many of which are scattered, incomplete, destroyed—or in the hands of religious institutions reluctant to acknowledge this painful past.

Patricia Whitefoot is now retired from a decades-long career in Native education. Her experience at the mission school inadvertently led her to a life in service of finding better, more culturally competent, and appropriate ways to respectfully and humanely meet the educational needs of Indigenous students.

“I feel that we’re at a point of reckoning with not only boarding schools but all of the intersections of our own humanity as Native people,” says Whitefoot, who has three children, 10 grandchildren, and several great-grandchildren. “And this work has to be done in a very compassionate way that is holistic and collective, where we’re all working toward the same goal of truth, justice, and healing of our people.”

A member of the Cherokee Nation, Suzette Brewer is a writer and producer who specializes in federal Indian law. Her grandfather attended the Chilocco Indian Agricultural School in Oklahoma.

The nonprofit National Geographic Society, committed to illuminating and protecting the wonder of our world, funded Explorer Daniella Zalcman's work. Learn more about the Society’s support of Explorers. 

This story appears in the May 2023 issue of National Geographic magazine.